I am in serious need of a reality check. For the past couple weeks, I have really not been caring about dieting or weight loss. I would often go periods when I would be off my diet then back on but the month of October has been pitiful. I get these tiny reality checks from time to time but today I got a reality check that made me feel pretty fat.

Is that me?

Yikes! That looks horrible! I am extremely embarrassed that this was captured in a photo! You can my rolls, where my belly “dunlopped over” and oh goodness…the bunchy crotch! I just look so sloppy. I really need to make some changes. I don’t believe I can keep going like this. Later, I will post some more photos and measurements. It is time to see some results!